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Sunday, 08 November 2009

Saturday and being mean..

Having some difficulty trying to sleep, so decided to write bout my Saturday. Woke up at 3pm again, but cousin and I took the effort to drag our butts out. We had to make something out of the weekend. Lol!

Went to Taka to do some shopping, walked around Orchard, had dinner @ Que Pasa and then movie. SO productive right? hehe..

Christmas is probably a month away, but the lights are up and the whole of Singapore is entirely decorated already.

I bought this little Stitch. Couldn't resist that little mean thing. It'll accompany me and be my smelly pillow from now on. Haha...

Just had this chat with my cousin about people who are being deliberately mean to others.

If you know a person well enough to identify their strengths or weaknesses, I don't think you are obliged to use that to your advantage just to put that person down. Unfortunately, I do know some people who find pleasure in doing so. I think that's just very sad.

"If you know something, it doesn't mean you have to do it. Even if you knew about it, it also doesn't mean you should do something about it."

I hope they would stop playing these games sometimes. It doesn't mean when a person doesn't respond negatively towards these bullying means it is okay. It also doesn't mean the person is being receptive towards these foolish mind games and actions. It is never okay to bully someone.

This is going over board and just crossing the line. Especially if the person you're about to bully is someone that you know personally.

Stop doing it okay?

Friday, 06 November 2009

Currently
Bojangles
By Pitbull
see related
Killer bunny

This is the most motivating 'to do list' ever...

Wait till you see my 'weekplan'..

Sunday, 25 October 2009

A year older

Photos from my birthday week.. <3

Wasn't expecting anything for this year's birthday really. Not even cake.

But I had 2 cakes, and presents as a bonus. I guess I'm really fortunate.

Thanks for everything guys. You just made the first day of my 23rd year a great one :)

<3
Productivity

It's been a while since I woke up and forced myself to drag my flat ass to do something productive for the day. I guess doing the laundry, checking your bills while watching Bleach at the same time isn't very fruitful.

Yesterday, I woke up at 4pm (yes my sleeping hours are severely messed up, especially on weekends), took a shower and dived into my black Hard Rock cafe Singapore tshirt and skinnies and drove Blacky (the car, yes it has a name) to VivoCity.

Grabbed 'lunner' (combination of lunch + dinner) @ Thai Express. Had an unusually craving for Thai food yesterday. Ordered Honey chicken rice, (not much difference from my regular chicken rice, guess I can't escape not having chicken in my menu for a day =/) and Tom Yum fish soup.

Decided to spoil myself with Double chocolate ice cream coat with chocolate rice after dinner.. As the girl handed me my order, i could see her look of disgust with a 'skinny lil bitch' over her forehead.

My waist is 25, at most 26. The fact that I think 25 is a little too small, people actually think 'No waaay, you've got to be 23'.

=/

See, I'm not that skinny.

Decided to make use of my TGV complimentary ticket to catch a movie. Cloudy with the chance of meatballs! Sounds like a nice cheesey movie. Haven't watched anything animated in a while. Took my complimentary ticket to the counter, only to be kindly noted that complimentary tickets can't be used for 3D movies.

Sigh.. Despite having 2 complimentary tickets, I forked out $13. Movie starts at 9.30pm, I had 1 more hour to go. Walked around the mall with this thought ringing in my head (nothing to buy, don't buy, no, you must saveee). Ended up spending on clothes in Forever 21. Feeling so disgusted the fact I'm 23, shopping in a place called FOREVER 21. Pfffttt...

T____T

Nevertheless, I'm glad I bought my shorts and ruffle top. The rest of the clothes were optional. My options became a priority. They just started piling up into that FOREVER 21 shopping bag.

Forever 21 came up with this big black shopping bag concept to put all your wanted clothes in it, so you don't have to walk around carrying them like some salted vegetable. This brain damaging psychologically manipulating marketing scheme is working so shit well, I wish I threw my card someplace I couldn't find it.

Confession: I have difficulty trying to resist clothes that are below $40.

When the cashier announced the total price, I couldn't believe I even manage to swipe my card without a single sense of guilt. SHIT! All I had in mind was "all these for $$$"???

Now that I'm stoning on my bed, I wish I could've just bought the freaking ruffle top and the shorts. Walk away happily with a fatter bank account. Mmmmm.... T___T

I'm such a looser.

Today's itinerary:
1. Blog about yesterday
2. Watch Bleach
3. If it stops raining, and not lazy. Take Blacky for a carwash.
4. Finish off FF7. (i've been sitting on it)

Whoever thought I was a happening person needs to be enlightened.

<3

p/s: I wish someone would cook my lunch... *Sores*

Saturday, 24 October 2009

Coming to terms with...

"The frightening part is, despite being depressed. They can smile, they laugh, they live life like its any other day. They appear to you, as normal. I just don't know, and I just can't tell... Until one day it finally happens."

I still have this verse ringing in my head as I try to sleep.

What I had in my last post, was just a random morning thought.

I never expected it to turn into reality. Especially not to someone I've known.

My recollection of that person and what I've experienced with him was nothing close to what has happened.

It's very saddening.

To those who are trying to come to terms with it, be strong.

He was a bubble bursting with joy and laughter. Nevertheless, he made everyone around him felt comfortable and happy. Keep that positivity he had.

"Hey Mr. Retro Speaking Dude! You will be missed by all of us dearly~ R.I.P"